TheReason-Hoobastank

I'm not a perfect person
There's many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with everyday
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
Thats why i need you to hear

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is You

and the reason is you
and the reason is you
and the reason is you



I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
and the reason is you

I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you

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sbenarnye aku bizi sesangat....tp, camni ler aku nk ilangkan tension aku.
paling aku sick and tired... pada org2 yg "holding out" tak abis2. aku mmg dah nekad, lain kali aku nk mintak buat assignment individual. if i'm suffer, i'm not alune. hahaha. evil minded. sincerely yours, yowa!!! (Yasashi Raito)

UiTM Dungun Debaters

Assalamualaikum... yelah. aku story la pasal bebudak UiTMDungun tu.

Sbenanyer, aku pon dgr lect. aku yg story. pnggil dia CikSu jer, ajor subject Company Secretary (CRG 530).lepasan UIA, Law. Camni, masa midterm tu, ada la pertandingan debate katUiTMDungun antara IPT2 (including IPTS). So, dlm satu debate tu, team Dungun vs Jengka. Diorg kompiden abis leh menang. Tp diorg tergezut sampai nangis bila keputusan, diorang kalah (baru satu team!) Pastu diorg bantah la keputusan judges (3 org). Siap buat ala2 trial kat court, 3 judge tu jadi tertuduh lak. mmg terbaik! Judges sume setuju UiTMDungun punya point adalah hampaz! Dungun pencadang "Dictatorship better than Democracy" (lebih kurang la). Ada la point2 dia yg hampas tu, pnjg ngat lak kalu aku tulis sini. Pulak tu, diorg bg 3 pilihan,ubah keputusan, and judges remains; OR tak ubah keputusan, and judges replaced and you (judges) never be judge ever!(lebih kurang la kot), OR ..aku lupa lak. Kuang ajor giler kan! Padahal diorg kalah tipis je, 2 mata kot.

Lepas tu, bila team Dungun lain nk debate, pastu xcukup judge. CikSu(my CRG530 lect) dpt gak offer jd judge, tp dia menolak dgn alasan "mestila saya bias!". Ropanya org2 kampus lain (eg KUSTEM) pon menolak gak. Last2 lect. Dungun gak jd judge. More over, one of the judge, siap tarik diri, dan ckp .... kira diadah pandang rendah kat bebudak UiTM. Siap kata Jengka, jgn harap dpt apa2 bantuan dari kitorg lagi. Pastu, kalau ada studentUiTM nak praktikal ktBank Islam (kalau tak silap), jgn harap dpt! Org tersebut org2 besar Bank Islam tu lar (kalau tak silap). Malah dia ckp dia la yg sign hadiah hamper tu. Kira dia la yg support.

Lain2 kuang ajorDungun ialah... masa debate tu, siap yg lelaki urut2 bahu debater (pompwan) dia yg tengan berckp. Mcm bagus sangat point! Budak diploma lak tu! Aku dgrMelaka ada hantar surat hape tah kat Dungun, respon mende tu... banyak pages gak lar. Bebudak Jengka nk tanya sesuatu kt judge (masa debat), pastu team Dungun siap ckp "O mai god..." (kira mcm... "e' eleh. soklan camtu pon nak tanyer ker? dulu skolah tak?!") Walhal judge pon tak underestimate.

Ada terbakar? Sabo aje lar. Aku bukan saje hangin kat debatersDungun tu, aku hangin gak kat orgBank Islam tu. Dia ingat dia sape nak marah/ libatkan student2 UiTM lain?! Aku paling benci... sangat benci org yg guna implied power control situation and org lain. Please, do best best in negotiation. Aku loss respect la kalu gitu. Huh. Oh yer.... story ni aku dengar dari lect aku, kalau dia tipu, tipulah aku. Tp rsanya betul, sebab xde maknenyer dia nk merepek sampai abis suara, klas sejam jer. By the way, tak perlu la kita emotional sangat. Tapi ingat, be responsible whatever we do and say. Kita tak larat nk defend kat akhirat nnt bila anggota badan dah bersuara. Kalau takde agama pon, sila lah ada etika.

Quote [reza: aku faham sebab kau and your imaginary friend tak suka aku, sedihnya..nilah nasib jadi org famous lagi macho.Boring la jadi popular ni kita tukar latip] O~ belagak yer! aku slalu gak kate kat mmbr aku "hensem.... bagaikan suatu dosa". hehehe. By the way.... stakat popular tu apa sangat la Reza, seriusly ko akan terharu dan teruja bila ada org jadikan ko IDOLA; i.e. admire what you do, respect, backing you, sad if you do wrong, trust in you, never betray you, and try to be like you. That person can be your friend, but BEST if he/she is not. Try achieve that my fren. I challenge you. kalau dpt, aku banjer ko sushi! hehehe. Its not difficult if you act as who you really are.                               till then, sincerely yours....jengka branch writer

Meneruskan kehidupan.. lagi

Assalamualaikum sumer.Aku harap korang sihat cam Pucau. Lama dah aku bermastautin kat PD nih. Balik kampung pun dah sebulan lebih kantoi. Ari tu bapak aku kata surat PTPTN suruh bayau balik dah sampai. Aii ingatkan nak enjoy baru bayau nampak gaya kena bayau la jugak.

Korang yg gi interview ni kelakau betui la. Rilek ler selambe ngadap org yg interview tu. Masalah bahasa? Takder masalah guna bahasa campuran.. Yang penting tahap kekonfidence anda mesti di tahap yg terbaik, tak over dan tak kurang (Kudsia Kahar). Gunakan pentas tu sebaik2 nyer (akademi fantasia).
Kalau aku interview org, objektif aku ialah:
1. Mamat ni mesti pandai bergaul ngan sumer org.Tak mau yg naif sangat.
2. Konfiden, leh berkomunikasi.Kalau ckp mcm dlm kelambu kirim salam ler.
3. Tahan kena buli (muakakaka).Boring sebenarnyer ngadap org mintak kejer ni bebanyak sangat.
4. Org ni ada kespeselan yg tersendiri cam dressing cam Tun Dr Mahathir ke, suka kenyit mata ke

Akademi Fantasia dah abis. Aku layan sejak lepak kat warung yg ada Astro. Minat kat BOB tapi apa kan daya... dpt sampai final pun ok ler.
Minggu ni best.. memacam perkara jadi. Ada minah goda aku demi semangkuk chicken soup yg bebudak Nepal aku buat, org Arab tuduh aku nak bunuh dia bila aku tanya tak mau tambah chicken wing ke?, budak sekolah kasi aku tips rm3.80 i.e tips terbanyak aku kat PD setakat ni.

Oh ya... bulan ni Besday Pucau and Azim. Happy besday guys!! sori lambat n takder adiah.

Tak tau apa nak wat lagi. Lain kali sambung.. Babaii